7.13.06

I walked. Five hundred miles. To our favorite spot. 1462 steps, give or take a few. I sat and dreamed and loved once again. It was our favorite spot. The clouds were the best part. I remember. The clouds were the best part. Our favorite spot. I felt real again. I felt loved again. I remember. I felt human again. And the clouds were the best part. I remember. The clouds were the best part.

:)

7.13.06

After a while, I start to realize that it's all just a dream. I go into a mode, it clicks. Then I'm blind. It's hard to know that you're blind when you can't see it. I wrote about it once. Twice. Three times. Three times now in the most intense darkness I imagined. I hope this isn't a problem. I'm getting better, I think. I'm noticing it sooner. I think that is getting better.

It's something that's not healthy. I'm okay. It's not healthy. I'm alright.

7.2.06

Millions upon thousands of tiny little spheres gathered together and formed a big giant heart just to make me realize how true and lovely this all really is.